Doctor this morning went well, I think. You can just never tell!!
I let them know that I ran out of my medication last night and barely got anything into my system from what was left. They seemed concerned but not overly so. After taking a look at things they thought it may have been a good thing I wasn’t able to take my full dose (WHEW!). My right side, the side that has shown no progress was full of 11’s with my left full of 10s, 11s and 12s. YAY my 12 is back!! That being said, they do all appear to be growing at the same rate which down the line may call for a cancelation.
As usual, more blood work to see how my hormones are doing and I will be getting a call later today with what is suspected to be a dose change.
I called in a re-fill on my prescription so back to the sketchy drug store I go! My hubby will be off work by 2 today and has promised to call the insurance company to see if there are steps we can take to gain coverage for my infertility meds or if it is what it is and we will just have to pay the full $900 every couple of weeks.
My next appointment is set for Sunday but may be subject to change based on how my blood work comes back. I will know all that later today (Thank goodness for another weekend appointment!).
On another note:
My cousin had her baby yesterday; a cute little 6lb 12oz girl. Though not the best of situations I am happy for her. With that being said, her excitement only brings added pressure on me!
I don’t doubt that my mom will head up to the hospital today to meet her self-proclaimed adopted grandchild (yes she will actually tell people this). Tonight the whole family, minus my brother and his wife, who could possibly take some of the pressure off me, are getting together to celebrate my grandma’s birthday. With all the baby talk, stories and excitement of yesterday’s events I would be shocked if the comments didn’t start flowing from my mom. Being in a public setting they will be passive but present. I wish I could say the conversation will end there but I will be seeing her again, alone, on Sunday following a doctor’s appointment (she doesn’t know I have). I have no doubt she will use this time to discuss when I plan to start trying again.
So here is the dilemma. When she does finally ask (and hopefully not anytime soon), and it is appropriate to discuss, should I lay it out for her straight? Tell her what we have been up to, why I lied, where we are now and my expectations of her knowledge? Or do I spare her feelings and just say, yes we are trying again and keep the details as vague as possible? Any advice?
As always I will keep you all posted!