So my husband and I were at an engagement party this weekend and one of my close friends brought along her 4 month old baby girl. I haven’t been around my husband and a baby since my (now three year old) god son was born. It warmed my heart to see the interaction between him and the baby when he thought no one was looking.
My friend was sitting at the table with her back to my husband, with the baby draped over her shoulder my husband was quick to turn and interact. Holding her little hand and admiring her awareness. When she was in her carrier it was the same thing. Mother and father weren’t around and he pulled her blanket back, and began rocking her, holding her hand and talking.
I have always known that he is going to be an amazing father but for the first time I got a good glimpse at my future. I only hope it is something I can give him.
For the most part he doesn’t show much emotion in regards to having a baby sometimes being quite passive, but this weekend reassured me he is ready for a nugget of his own.
As for the rest of the evening, Bridesmaids were announced myself being one of them. It was all I could do not to say welp, I hope you are ok with having a wale in your wedding because I have every intention of being a solid 9 months pregnant at that point (wishful thinking but hey it could happen….).
One week until my first appointment with an infertility specialist.